Tuesday, June 30, 2009

apparently , those news about mj's ribs were broken , what his nose thingee ( written in my last post) were FAKE ! mum told me that the police said it was fake ?she say she saw it on channel e (astro 712) . which fcking idoit anyhow write that type of things ? we still don't know which one is real . let's say how the media says about it .


sick of thinking =\

R.I.P MJ =( we will miss you !

sorry for the late posting . no time last few days . busy with my projects.

the news that shocked the whole world - King Of Pop , Michael Jackson has passed away on 25th June 2009 . He died after a suspected cardiac arrest .

here's the lastest news :

Michael Jackson was 'severely emaciated' when he died.

The pop legend weighed just 51kg when he passed away last week after suffering a suspected cardiac arrest at his Los Angeles home.

Leaked autopsy details reportedly show the singer was a 'virtual skeleton', whose stomach was empty except for partially-dissolved prescription pills.

It is understood he ate just one tiny meal a day.

His hips, thighs and shoulders were covered in needle marks, believed to be the result of narcotic painkillers the singer took three times a day.

There were also four injection sites near his heart - evidence of a failed bid to pump adrenaline directly into the organ in an attempt to restart it.

Medical examiners were also believed to be shocked by the surgery scars, which suggest Michael had at least 13 cosmetic procedures.

The bridge of his nose had vanished and its right side had collapsed.

He was reportedly wearing a wig at the time of his death. Underneath it, he was almost bald, with only 'peach fuzz' covering his scalp.

He had several broken ribs and extensive bruising to his chest consistent with someone trying to revive him.

The singer also had unexplained bruises on his knees and the front of both shins and cuts and grazes on his back.

A source said: 'Michael's family and fans will be horrified when they realise the appalling state he was in. He was skin and bone, his hair had fallen out and had been eating nothing but pills when he died.

'Injection marks all over his body and the disfigurement caused by years of plastic surgery show he'd been in terminal decline for years.'

A second autopsy was carried out on Saturday (27.06.09) after the Jackson family was dissatisfied by the first one, which ruled out 'foul play' but could not determine a cause of death.

Michael's funeral will reportedly be held on Wednesday (01.07.09).

His brother Tito said the family spent the weekend organising the send-off.

They have yet to decide whether it will be a public or private funeral.


i'm sad for him . very sad . how could he just leave like that ? millions of fans are waiting for his comeback concert . i just wanna say that although you're not here , YOU'LL BE IN OUR HEARTS FOREVER ! you and your wonderful music had changed the whole world , and it will continue. you're always be the legend - the king of pop .

PEST IN PEACE MJ :) i heart you foreverr !

Thursday, June 25, 2009

oh no ?

today , the music is dead . the world has lost a legend . it is him - Michael Jackson.
he passed away of cardiac arrest .

feel really sad now.don'nt wanna talk about anything .

we will miss you mj :( keep moonwalking wherever you are.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009



me and my dearest sista :) she looks so chubby ! omg , like 'pau 包' eh , i also look like one too .


*teehee* nerdy me ! goshh !ahaha :)

can't forget ...

school was ... ok

me ... not ok .

i feel like dying . let me die , i don't wanna live like that . so i don't know how to say ...
hais , don't wanna think about it again .. but it just keeps disturbing me in my mind ...
i'm just ... , trying to be happy but i can't . sadness keeps haunting me !

gosh , i feel like throwing my phone away . no use one , nothing to do with it , sms ? no , others ? no ! i have'nt recieve messages this few days , so damn bored . argh !

i hate myself !

no mood for dinner today . porridge ! yi , listen also want vomit ... don't want to eat !

Monday, June 22, 2009

kiss the rain ;D

i have'nt done my homework and i'm still blogging , going to do it later .
so many ! and there's math test tomorrow, believe me , i sure fail !
i did'nt listen him talk for the whole chapter , don't understand laa !
what stupid things ? i hat mathh ! arghh

and there's so many project unfinished , headache !

everyday also need to think about these things :( fan !

and today my form teacher (zhang wen xin) gone crazy ? he made us stay back for the whole recess ( the first one ) , keep grumbling and scolding ! gila one , yiii !

and there's many rules at my school already , talk about it next tiime ! so crazyy !


so busy today ?

lol , everybody said i look like a panda today , my eyes ! so black ? slept 11:00+pm yesterday , don't know why laa .


until here now , arggh homeworks !

Sunday, June 21, 2009

heartless ...

lastly , i did'nt watch hannah montana the movie , it was at 1b , and i did'nt want to go that far , so i went to cp there , manatau it's around 11:15+pm , then too late , mummy don't give cause there's school kan . so called her and ask then she scold a little la , she say saturday must go school .

so so so ,


i only watched 'Blood The Last Vampire ' that day , it was .. ok , but a little a little scary when she killed those people , she cut them into half , ewww , but the blood was a little fake la , special effect . nice also :) i wanna watch it again !


Ratings : ♥♥♥/♥♥♥♥♥
trailer >>> >>>>>



the plot >>>>>>>

On the surface, Saya is a stunning 16-year-old, but that youthful exterior hides the tormented soul of a 400-year-old "halfling." Born to a human father and a vampire mother, she has for centuries been a loner obsessed with using her samurai skills to rid the world of vampires, all the while knowing that she herself can survive only on blood like those she hunts. When she is sent onto an American military base in Tokyo by the clandestine organization she works for, Saya immediately senses that this may be her opportunity to finally destroy Onigen, the evil patriarch of all vampires. Using her superhman strength and her sword, she begins to rid the base of its evil infestation in a series of spectacular and elaborate showdowns. However, it is not until she forms her first human friendship in centuries with the young daughter of the base's general that Saya learns of her greatest power over Onigen may well be her ability for human connection...


so boring at home =( everybody's busy ! dad's still at kl so we never celebrate father's day .

let me die now ! argh !

Friday, June 19, 2009

gagagagg ;D

so happyyyyy ! goin to the cinema later , i'm gonna watch ' hannah montana-the movie' !
finally, i waited for few weeks eh ! love the song - the climb by miley cyrus .
superrrr damn nice ! yeapii ':') but the movie till 11:00pm+ , i still got school tomorrow . how ? if can't wake up then die lor .

and and and ,

the competition at my school was ok . the students from seri insan and ttss were hilarious . they shouted like omg . we can't shout cause simon warned us , he say only can clap :'( not syok onee ! ishhh , how can like tht o ?

then then , other school d principal and teachers so good with them , but our school eh , the principal say students and teacher can't get too close warrh ! *fcuk* ! mana boleh ini macam ?
lol , crazy bah my school ! so many pretty girls from other school ehh ! ahaha :)

our school won first for the bm syarahan , second for choir and second for chorus speaking . congrats laa .

p.s , i don't care anymore !

Thursday, June 18, 2009

forgotten !

had my dinner alr :)

yeapii , i only have to bring two books to school tomorrow . My class (and others) are going to 'be' audience at the 'i forgotten what thinge competition' at my school tomorrow .
there's what speaking then then i forgotten .

i know it's boring but i'll rather be there then studying in class.
slept at chinese period today , a while only , that teacher keep talking and talking , so darn bored . when i woke up i thought it was going recess already , manatau i opened my file and saw it's still the first lesson ! walao , it's like ten hours listening him talk ! makes me so sleepy .

now for today ;)

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

i give it all up

haiyeaa , today school so damn boring . we changed our seats today , i sat with 'chai chun yeah' thn yen2 next to him . dorothy is behind me , then alex next to her, same same as last semester :) yeapiii ! ahahaha .



lol , saw the mtv asia movie awards yesterday . shouted like a dumbo when i saw ahem .... ROBERT PATTINSON ! *phewitttt* ! he won many prizes , i think it was the best male performance and others . He and Kristen ( aka bella in the movie) won the best kissing part .

*whoots* =) Rob is soo handsome ! arghh ! I LOVE HIM !



and and and !



Twilight won the best movie award ! congrats :) they deserve it ! mwahahha !

reallyanice nice movie , don't know how many times i watched it alr !



and and ,



they showed the ' twilight saga - NEW MOON ' trailer too ! so damn nice !

i can't wait to watch it ! the release date at USA is on the 20th Nov !

exactly on MY BIRTHDAYY ! =))

here's the summary of the story ,

After Bella recovers from the vampire attack that almost claimed her life, she looks to celebrate her birthday with Edward and his family. However, a minor accident during the festivities results in Bella's blood being shed, a sight that proves too intense for the Cullens, who decide to leave the town of Forks, Washington for Bella and Edward's sake. Initially heartbroken, Bella finds a form of comfort in reckless living, as well as an even-closer friendship with Jacob Black. Danger in different forms awaits. Written by IMDb Editors
At Bella's 18th birthday party at the Cullens' house, she gets a paper cut, and Jasper attempts to attack her. The Cullens decide it would be better for Bella's safety if they left, so they get away from Forks, leaving Bella heartbroken. She finds solace in family friend Jacob Black, who incidentally is a werewolf. But before Edward left, he made Bella promise she wouldn't do anything reckless or stupid but, as he'd already broken his promise to 'be there for as long as she wanted him', she decides to break her promise. She goes cliff-diving, which makes Edward think she has killed herself, although it was purely for recreational purposes. So Edward travels to Italy, to provoke the Volturi so they will kill him. Alice finds Bella, and they begin a race to the Italian city of Volterra to stop him. Written by x_BeMyEdwardCullen_x (credits : imdb.com )

will add the trailer here when i'm free ... lol ?

no mood no mood no mood no mood no mood no mood no mood no mood no mood no mood !

why i'm like tht recently ? hais , i hate myself

Sunday, June 14, 2009

thinking and still thinking ...

nothing special today.

stayed at my cousin's house for the whole day. We watched the movie 'Slumdog Millionaire' .
a little funny and touching . felt so pity when a boy's eyes was 'made' blind by a man to let him beg more money. so evil bah ! kelian , are there really those types of people in these world ? so cruel ... but it was really a nice movie . that's why they won so many oscar's .

afterat that , we intend to watch 'bride wars'(i saw alr) but that my sister wanted to play Wii .
So play wii lor , first they played the sports - tennis , bowling , baseball . then they got boring so i said i wanted to play the 'guitar hero'. although i'm not pro but at least i still know how to play. i love the song 'living on a prayer' by bon jovi . and then i played Micheal Jackson's 'Beat It' , then Linkin Park's 'What I've Done' . my fav song .

then give my sista play lor , cause i got tired. actually i wanted to online there but lazy la .
about 6:30pm my mum called and say want to go eat dinner at 'bbq house retaurant' (korean food) at kk times square . after that went veda-blue for some ice-cream at city mall. lol , everytime also eat there (bbq house).i bored lor , i wanted to eat 'the manhattan fish market' at 1B but mummy saw too far . *sigh* i love there . but when i pass by that shop there's a very weird smell . it makes me wanna vomit .

butbutbuts , maybe i'm going there tomorrow . maybe only cause my stupid sista havent done her school holiday's homework. it's our character , always last minute . now she's sleepin like a pig . snooring loudly as usual . oh , i hate that sound !

it's father's day on sunday but daddy is still at kl , only bought the one way ticket so we still don't know when he's coming back . mummy bought him a lv wallet from sg and wanted to give him as a present . wait he come back la .

it's 12:35 now and i still don't wanna sleep. argh , it's the last day of holiday , i can't sleep late after this night . mummy always ask me to sleep sleep sleep . i only said : wait a while . after 5 minutes , wait a while . haha :)

i don't miss school . but i miss my dearest friends , do you all miss me ? loll
i'm still no mood no mood no mood ! :(

can't it be like last time.i miss that time.you make me smile a lot , but now ? you're just a stone.a mute stone.



Friday, June 12, 2009

i hurt for you

woke up around 10:30am this morning. yea,i know i'm a pig.a big fatty pig =D
ma parents went out already, sister went tuition . and i'm at home , mum said maybe she'll fetch me out during the afternoon .

goshh, how fast does time past ? now it's FRIDAY alr . school's starting on MONDAY ! *argh*i hate school ! i guess i did'nt done any homework yet . all those project stuffs , never even care about it . *gahh* i'm sure gonna die when i'm back to school .

not in the mood today . i mean lately , like everyday . daddy is going to kl again , in the afternoon.

i'm still mad about something , somebody. everything !

GIVE ME A TIME MACHINE or something ! ARGH , i hate those things that happened on me .


and p/s i really want you back .

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

hopeless

came back from sg last 2 days.it was ok, i went to take the singapore flyer (with my sis , wayne & glenn ) ! *woots* so fun . i even saw the sunset . took pictures thre . will post them later .
at first i was so scared , i did'nt even look down . but when it was going to end , then i started to walk around crazily . LOL ! i was scared because there's an accident few months ago.the wire was (dnt knw why sot alr) so it stopped . then the people were stucked inside for few hours. i had forgotten some part but i think they used the helicopter to rescue the people down. everybody was given ($700-$800) dollars yo ! each !

goshh , i think i will become like a 'tofu' if i was up there . urghh

i rushed to the airport after taking the flyer . luckily enough time . did'nt bought anything at sg . nevermind laa , i go back there every year .

and and and ,
kl shopping was fun . but too bad my parents were busy , while we were shopping at pavillion suddenly my father called and ask my mother go sign what thingee agreement . then we waited her for a while at starbucks . only walked one floor . *boohoo* so sad ! but but buts , nevermind , i think i'll be going there on nov or dec bah . i bought tee-shirts at pavillion (dkny&ax). guess how much . it was so *ahem* ex *coughs* . ahaha , i'm still so hyper sad !

dont wanna talk about it alr . stayed at home cause mum felt sick =(
maybe i'll go out at night .

what's wrong with some people ? so many ppl did'nt reply my message for the past few weeks . so sad ='( alr so boring tambah boring again.

Monday, June 1, 2009

what's wrong ?

lol , took a pic when i just woke up yesterday . i look like a pighead.




yes , indeed i'm one . i look the worst when i just woke up , see the face ! lmao.

boring day , yeaps ! going to kl tomorrow , 4:20 pm - i forgotten .
haven't packed my luggage yet , tonight la =)
i'll probrably bring my laptop along too . yes i will !

my stp sis went tuition just now . 8:30 am - 11:30 am , omfg ? so long ?
i'll be bored to death if it was me . *teehee*